If you have read my most recent post, I told you I was supposed to follow it up with a chapter 2 but there are some things… bizarre things to say the least that defeated my urge to continue with my Mandy Hale- inspired series. To tell you frankly, I haven’t found the resolution I need to complete the material or even post chapter 2.
Chapter 1 has been like an introduction gearing towards how to move forward and summon all the strength I have to take down my foot and take that much anticipated but highly difficult first step. At one point in time, I thought I was capable to write down how to do it. At one point in time, I thought I was adept enough to tell people that it’s sunshine after the storm, that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, because I for one thought I arrived at the end of it. But the truth is, sometimes, there is no immediate shining sun at the end of the storm, rather it’s another storm; there is no light at the end of the tunnel but another tunnel… but there will be, in time. I thought to myself, if I write and continue with the chaptered material, I don’t think I could urge myself to finish it. So I’ve decided not to write… no, it’s not that I won’t finish all the chapters, I will, soon enough, I just need to assure myself it wouldn’t be just another piece going around the bush without any sense of finality. I’m going to have to sort myself out first, and then I could share with you everything I’ve learned.
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