Dear God,
help me please..I'm in so much pain. I don't know what to do. I feel so conflicted. I don't know how to take the first step it's just too painful to bear. Lord God, I beg you, please listen to my prayers. I can't do this alone. I was left all by myself, don't leave me too. God, I can only take so much please help me with this burden. It's too heavy. It takes away all my strength it takes away everything in me that makes me feel alive. Dear God, please show me the way, show me my path. I feel like I fell into an abyss. Let my feet fall on the floor so I'd know how to use them to stand and walk away tall and strong. Dear God, I'm so sorry because I cannot understand your reasons. I cannot wrap my head around the thought that everything happens for a reason because I know that you know, I didn't do any grave sin to deserve this kind of despair. Will tje reason be worth as this level of pain? God, my soul has been torn apart and is still being torn apart everyday, every time I realize that I didn't do anything bad to experience this kind of hurting.
Lord God, take me in your arms, save me from this overwhelming mixture of pain, despair, confusion, and weakness. Give me courage to fight this battle without weapons and still emerge victorious. God, sing me your lullaby so I could close my eyes and enjoy the slumber I need to escape this even for just a while. please God.
sincerely,
me
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