An Introduction to a Painful Journey

Hey!

So many people may think that my blog is somewhat peculiar. I mean, really, who does a diary blog on her moving on process? Well, I have my reasons.

First, I wanted to have an outlet. People told me to go out with friends more (I always go out with friends, so it's not really tuning out of the routine), but for the first day, yep, I went out with friends. Did it help? Let's see. All these years, I've always felt better writing what I feel. It makes me realize some things in this kind of solitude. I feel serene when I let out my feelings with words. So I told myself, why not? why not just document how you're going to get through the painful situation you're in. Maybe one day, when you get to read everything you've written, you'd just laugh and say... ha! in the end, I've made it!

Last, (sorry just got two reasons) maybe I could be of help to other people who are also in the process of moving on. As my instructor in college used to say "misery loves company". Through this blog, I'd like to show them that they're not the only ones feeling what they're feeling because when we feel pain, we tend to forget that many people go through or may have gone through this path as well; we tend to alienate ourselves from the world thinking we're alone, thinking we're the only ones who got our  hearts broken. Newsflash! Many people felt and feel it too.

I don't know if this blog could be something that people could hold on to but I hope it would. During these times, when you don't know where you'd go from where you're standing, something to grab on to would be a great help. I hope I could be a good example in moving forward (but I won't promise, because I'm just new in the heartbreak department)

Okay so of course, a heart won't just get broken for no purpose so I'll give you a little background on why I had to go through this "outlet". My ex boyfriend and I dated for almost five years. We broke up the month before our 5th anniversary (May 25,2014... painful? here's more)... he told me he fell out of love- I'll keep the continuation of this to myself.

I'm not demanding any one of you to read any of this okay? if you want to stop reading then stop. Just a reminder, this is my documentation, so if there's some things you might feel offending or just peculiar personally, keep it to yourself because I don't give a damn. :)

For those who'd like to follow this blog... Maybe you're heartbroken too.. we'll get through.

So here's something I just thought a while ago:
A heartbreak isn't a walk in the park. It's a nightmare that haunts you when you're wide awake and keeps haunting you even when you're asleep (if you're lucky to have some).



Let's start this process!