May 30: Unsaid Words

If I had to write him a letter to tell him things I wasn't able to, I would let him know that:


Dear you,

I could have saved us... I could have fought.. You could have given me the chance to.. You should know by then that I'd always find a way. I could have done something but you weren't strong enough to trust me before it all happened. When you were at your weakest, you should have gotten strength from me, I'd get hurt but I would understand and fight for you. I may lose in the end, you'd still walk away  but at least I got the opportunity to fight for the one I loved. If there was something you did that hurt me deeply, it's not that you fell out of love, it's you depriving me of doing something for the relationship I invested in. You made me stay still and made me watch how my world fell apart in front of me without a fight. You could have trusted me enough to trust yourself. You're sorry?.. yup, me too.

-me